I'll live for all my days to put a smile on Your face

Monday, November 29, 2004

u noe all that emails we get that r chain letters?im beginning to tink that day r all comin true..d stuff like if u dun send dis to 25ppl in an hr,a curse wil be put on u n u will haf bad luck in ur love life..it must be workin in my life now..i used to laugh at the absurdity of the contents of those email..now?im scared..haha..no la..i just tink it mite haf been true now..oh well..

aniwae CHRISTMAS is comin!!!yay!!!!!!!!!!jingle bell jingle bell jingle bell rock!!!its less than a month away!!the season Of giving(n RECEIVING)!yay!!i feel festive n merry!im gona play Christmas songs everyday now..ive been wanting to play christmas songs since june,but evertime i played the Christmas cds,my sisters esp andrea wil scream at me n tel me im mad..n u tink the Grinch is bad..aniwae she's at camp now..boo hoo..im so sad cos she has my beloved sandals.i tot tht it'l be alrite but now i dun tink so,cos how if i wana go to a hawker centre where my chunky slippers r too ugly n i derefore nd my sandals?il be commiting a fashion faux pax..but i wil grit my teeth n bear thru it..but i sumhow tink no one at the hawker centre wil care though.

7:02:00 pm

Saturday, November 27, 2004

today was tiring...mostly cos my heels were like on a mission to kill my feet.. i went 4 ms.diane's wedding,den went to caroline's church which is also jane's n deb's church..but i went wit deb n caroline n some of her cell members like min ru..aniwae went ms.diane's wedding where we were sup to be seated by 1.20..but we were late cos caroline was late as usual n arrived abt 1.30..but the groom n bride came at abt 2,so in d end we werent late..wasted my time worryin abt nothing..haha..wedding was quite nice though it was reali fast..the weddings i normally go to last way longer..aft dat was reception at the carpark or sumtin,which ws open air..i felt like a model in a photo shoot cos the wind was blowing in my hair..haha..but the wind was also blowin my skirt n everyone else's,esp arvinder hu was wearin a flowy skirt...haha..it was so funny..the fruit tarts were absolutely delicious dere..we only had time to grab dat cos me n caroline were goin over to deb's house.so i passed a fruit tart that i planned to eat on d way to the house to caroline askin her to keep it for me cos i wanted to keep my skirt down.but like 5min later i realised she ate up..i was sooo sad..my lost fruit tart..in caroline's hairy tummy..haha..deb's dog,sneaker,is the cutest i tell u!no i rather a dog than my 3cats..FCBC was real nice..i had so much fun,durin the praise n worship n also tokin to caroline n deb during the service..haha...n i also saw a person hu ive heard so much abt fr deb!!yay!!haha..aniwae,they're the 1st ppl ive seen eat marshmellows in church while service is on..but i sad to say also got influenced by them n ate too..but that was only bcos was gettin gastric pains..so aint my fault..haha..aniwae i can realli feel d diff btwn st.annes n other churches..the other churches sumhow seem more...alive.esp dis youth service.so deb if ur readin dis u better invite me to service soon!haha..n rmb we cant us bad words,so u better check me nxt yr deb!hopefully we're stil partners.the powers that be will NOT separate us!!we must fight against the system!!haha..ok gtg now take pics usin ashley's phone..yay!!modellin time!!

10:35:00 pm

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

i wana change my layout again..which only means im seriously bored..everyone's blog seems to be black..but the other layout i wana change too also's black..wat a dilemma..
Ive come to realise that i lead a non-interesting life..my biggest problem in my life rite now is the layout of my blog n chemistry..compared to other teens out dere hu haf problems like "does my bf stil love me?is my ex-gf having another guy in her life?my parents dun give me enuf freedom!!" n other type of teen-angst problems.i dun haf any problems bsides my weight n d pimples dat seem to haf a life of deir own sumtimes,sprouting out on my face like no ones business..besides that..my life is care free..but sumhow..i wan more intersting things to happen..like a new guy to haf a crush on..that wil make me happy!!haha..but everyone's either too ugly or taken or just not interested in me or is a celebrity..aiya..sadness..but either den dat im not complaining

8:02:00 pm

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

ok like i was sayin earlier,marc appeared in the papers..unfairness!!how come i dun appear in newspapers..ya true i dun do anytin like extraodinary..but still..oh n it was also said that he was top student of st.pats 4 two yrs straight..must be a genius..which reminds me im aiming for 6pts nxt yr..if thats possible..n i stil dun noe if i shd take malayB..oh well..aniwae i read th article n it reminded me of my past crush on marc..but lookin back,i guess it was more of an infatuation..but i tot i was in love dat time..haha..in fact i was in love wit all my past crushes..but actuali now i reminicise abt dem,i realised my crushes werent reali dat cute..cant understand y i ever did like dem..aniwae it didnt matter cos most of dem have gfs or i haven seen dem in yrs..n i also realise sumtin,i nvr did actuali noe any of my crushes since p6..dey were like acquaintances or ppl hu din noe me..n wenever i actuali got a chance of nowin dem,i stopped liking dem..mayb im scared of anything remotely close too commitment,which den explains y i dun wana get married..wow ive actuali figured myself out today!!yay,go me!!haha..oh changed my layout 2 days back..was bored of the other one..but im findin for a nice Christmas layout to change to to get into the festive mood..if anione finds a nice one,be sure to tell me k?il leave it as dis for the time being though.

6:50:00 pm

ive been procastinating.ive not done any piece of hmwk til today,stil havent cleaned my room,n haf yet to sudy chem..oh gosh..how am i ever gona catch up..marc van huizen appeared in the newspaper today..apparently he's the top golfer or sumting or at least gd enuf to appear on the news..ok il continue later..goin to play in d playgrd wit my cousin now..whee!!

2:15:00 pm

Friday, November 19, 2004

i tink mr.taggie's finally workin..yay!!!the final two in spore idol is taufik n slyvester..unbelievable!i tot olinda wld haf won..stupid lians n bengs hu voted 4 sly..just the lians actuali..all the other ppl hu voted 4 him is fine..dun dey care that sly cant possibly represent us in world idol!it'l be a joke..n once again d ppl wil ask,'is Singapore in China?'he's so beng...at least olinda can sing..im gona vote taufik so at least sly wont win..i tink sly's a nice guy fr the shows though..so i dun reali blame him..its not his fault dat lians r attracted to him rite?

10:27:00 pm

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Mr.Taggie's not workin.oh why oh why has this happened to him?i wld feed him antibiotics if possible but i cant even get in contact wit him..i tinkthe i-web tunes which hosts the music 4 my website caught the trojan virus n it replicated itself using the iweb tunes as its host cell n den it burst,releasing the replicates on poor mr.taggie,just like we learnt in bio..im gona delete the music off my blog.

I'm sick today.I tink its food poisoning from this meat-stuffed tofu i ate yesterday since my dad n mum also r havin stomach pains n diarrohea.or maybe its also the work of the iweb tunes.poor me.n poor mr.taggie.how am i gona read the tags now mr.taggie's sick?How if some ppl in particular decides to declare his love to me?his declaration of love wil be lost,n my chance of findin true love will be gone.oh no.

3:31:00 pm

Monday, November 15, 2004

Your beauty should be inspiring. Your beauty is the kind that would inspire people to write poetry or paint beautiful artwork with. People think your absolutely gorgeous but you seem to think differently sometimes. Guys daydream about you but not just because of your lovely body but because of your face. Your kind of beauty can be characterized by flawlessness. Your so beautiful that usually people can't stop looking at you. You can be profound and really understand people's emotions You're a work of art inside and out.

thats my results of dis quiz,"What kind of beauty are you?" on quizilla.com which i got thru noorie's blog.haha..joke of the century..guys daydream about me not bcos of my lovely body but because of my face..haha..i wish!n flawlessness?ya if u call my pimple ridden skin flawless..i tell u dis tests r all rubbish,but i wish dey were true.oh well.

wait a min.i checked out d quiz n den d dislaimer was "this quiz is simply what you SHOULD look like not what you actually look like"..stupid quizzes.

9:32:00 pm

i tink i've become fat.ive done notin but eat eat eat dis holidays..twisties,cheese,ice cream,chocolates n esp gummies.aiyo,im sure 2 haf gained at least 2kg..shoot..aniwae christmas is coming!!!yay!!!!!so i haf 2 go christmas shoppin soon..but i only haf $61.80.n i need to pay back caroline $10 n i need to buy stuff 4 myself too..ahh shit la..haha..nvm i will try to shop within budget..so i guess family n frens can only expect keychains fr me dis yr.

11:38:00 am

Friday, November 12, 2004

oh ya 4got dis.wel b4 i forget again,

R - You like to laugh.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
A - You love to make the people around you happy and cheerful
N - You are a sporty person
E - You are a very exciting person

B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people
R - You like to laugh
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
A - You love to make the people around you happy and cheerful.
N - You are a sporty person
Y - You cause a lot of trouble

F - Everyone loves you
R - You like to laugh.
A - You love to make the people around you happy and cheerful.
N - You are a sporty person
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
S - You are very broad-minded!
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
O - You are very open-minded.

dis is wat my name means accordin to some friendster bullentin board thingy.d meaning of riane's like so rite,xcept for N.sporty??since wen?meaning 4 brittany's so not me,xcept 4 letters r i and a.lil innocent me make trouble?never!and an atttude???haha..joke of the yr!!for francisco,f is definately true..not sure abt s,c & o..partier side?wat does dat mean?sounds more like mr.peh's english.broad/open minded..not too sure..im quite conservative on certain issues.

10:03:00 pm

guess wat i found out today?julian hee says he had a girlfren for the past 6 yrs.how devastating.but that doesnt stop me from loving him!but d thing is,i tink im more in love wit his character junxiang in The Champion at 9'oclock at nite on ch8..he just appeared on tv.he is SOOOOO cute n innocent n muscular n loyal n sweet n did i mention a total babe??im in love!!!aniwae today i went to st.john's island on a marine field trip.we studied the corals there wading in d sea at low tide.totally cool!!!there were slimy n spongy n hard corals n fishes n crabs n we even found prob a small dog's skull n its spine bone on the beach n dere were seahorses n fishes n starfishes n giant clams at the marine research centre dere.we had to attend talks too n it was boring.too many technical terms.haha..but i still tink that i wana be a marine biologist cos the lab part was fun..we had to collect bentic (seabed) samples n sieve thru dem den we went to d lab n place the collected sample in a tray n try to pick out any living organism we c n observe dem under d microscope.i also had the chance of lookin at my glittery fingernails under the microscope n i tell u glitter nailpolish look so pretty under the microscope.so m gona buy more glittery nailpolish asap.oh n st.john's island has quite a no. of cats.n deyre cute sumore.even caroline said two kittens we saw were cute n comin from a total non-cat lover like her,it means they're cute.today was reali fun anyway,only bad thing was the lunch provided totally sucked. it reminded me of OBS..which isnt such a gd thing.oh n caroline if ur readin dis,rmb how we were the slackers of the grp,trailin d grp by abt at least 5mtres,eatin pocky?haha..it was so much fun!gd thing no one saw us trailin so far back cos dey wd haf come n asked us to hurry n den c my pocky n den i wld haf to give them some.haha..k gona watch survivor now.i hope chd wins.i haf a thing 4 baldheaded men.but only the handsome ones.n chad's a real determined guy.reali perseveres.i realli admire him!!ok c ya!!~

9:28:00 pm

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

today was a relaxing day.i did nothin but rot at home,xcept wen i visited the animal shelther at abt 4 to play wit the cats dere.i tel u all the cats dere r seriously deprived of love.all dey do is try to get my attention for just a min so i can pet dem.n to tink ppl r stil continuing to abandon n abuse them ard d world..its so sad.n all those cats want is just a little love.but on d other hand my cats at home,wit the exeption of mr.princess,dun wana be held or hugged..so go figure.
so aniwae i was readin dis bk of short stories i borrowed fr pasir ris library abt srories abt adolesence n came across dis story,abt dis young african-american boy living in detroit in the past.abt 1950s or 6os?aniwae,there was a line in it that that his dad said(which is in "..")n his d boys thoughts that followed n it went sometin like dis,' "if ur educated,u can be anytin u wanted to be-doctor,lawyer,even mayor of detroit." but he knew no one who had any of these jobs.they were just words.'it occured to me dat dis children had no way of becoming anytin they wanted unlike me-and the rest of d children in spore-.we're all given chances,anyone hu works hard in spore in sch can succeed in life,one way or another.but those children had no way of doin so;even if dey wanted to dey couldnt,they had big families to support so they had to work b4 dey even were old to do so.n dey werent given equal chances in gettin jobs cos dey were a darker colour.which just makes me treasure education.as nerd as dat sounds.haha..but actuali i tink d only reason i wana study hard is to get a gd job that pays big $$ n get myself a jaguar xk-180 convertaible n harley davidson bike so i can show off to all male drivers on d rd hu nvr fail to feel d need to drive faster or overtake a faemale driver just bcos she's female n he's male n derefore he must show his macho-ness.oh pls!as though we'll b impressed by how fast u drive.we're more interested in d type of car u haf.ok so my reason of studyin is selfish.but i shd stil treasure education n help all those poor cats hu just want a bit of love.dere c,im not so selfish anymore.oh nhere's a get well msg to reisha:
Get well soon reisha!!take care n get loads of rest so u can enjoy Divali!!love u!!
oh n i wana declare my love for julian hee now.i love julian hee!!ok i declared it. so till nxt time.

11:08:00 pm

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

hey check ut my new layout!!gorgeous!!many thanks to diorangel for this template!!but i wana change the font colours..as soon as i figure out how to..k aniwae today caroline n jane came over.we watched white chicks..marcus was sooo cute!!haha..caroline n me wanted to watch dawn of the dead but nooo jane was too scared,so we did aft she went home..but b4 watchin dawn of the dead,caroline n me were like in d living rm messin ard wit the comp,wen dis guy passed by the front door staring inside.to make it worse he was all hunched n looked like he was subnormal.he wore a cap,a backpack n dis jacket..he was so freaky!!caroline n me were freaked out n she started to run ard tryin to hide fr the front door's view..like thats gona help..haha..den luckily she had sum sense to ask me to close the door n i rushed dere to do so,n aft it was closed,i heard his footsteps come back,shuffling..it felt like i was in a horror movie or sumtin..haha..but thank God the footsteps passed by n never came back.u never noe wat he mite haf done..or mayb he was just a poor old lost man needin directions..oh well..better safe than sorry.dawn of the dead was sooo funny..i love that show!!esp since kevin zegers was in it!!!i tell u im in love with him!!he's drop dead gorgeous!!!esp his gorgeous eyes n dimples n gorgeous smile n defined jawline n sharp nose...im in love!!!haha..ok gtg kims bugging me for the comp..gdnite n sweet dreams!!

8:11:00 pm

Monday, November 08, 2004

im reali glad i managed to make a kinda successful blog with a minute amt of help fr kim!!but i stil havent decided wat template to put..oh well..il just make do with dis one.n i also havent decided whether to tel anyone abt dis blog.i can make it my own personal diary or i cld share it..but if it as my own diary,n i put real personal stuff in,den how if ppl stumble upon stuff i dun wan dem to noe?dis dilemma's hurting my brain.i cant tink abt it anymore.ok i tink im exaggerating abit..haha..k la til nxt time.

5:49:00 pm

ok i haf no idea how to do any of dis blogging stuff.im just gona mess ard n see wat happens.

2:25:00 pm